Friday, August 5, 2011

Trace's of the heart.


Sitting on the stool looking into the mirror. An old depressed woman. Alone. All she sees is this beautiful locket silver with pink diamonds. Not recognizing the person in the picture. Sitting and wondering whom it might be. Completely lost still not understand her purpose in life. Still suffering from a broken heart due to her ex fiancĂ©. Never lasting in any relationship. Never feeling confident, struggling alone, with no family support. The stress of feeling like no matter what she does she will never reach her goal. She closes her eyes while holding the locket close to her heart. She say’s, “ If only I gave my heart completely to one person what will they do?” Beginning to cry she starts to remember. She feels like its all coming back to her the person in the locket, her child. The one she completely changed her life for. Accepting her own flaws as a young single mother at 21. Motivating her self to finish college, to get a job to support the only positive person in her life. A child not asked to be brought into the world of hatred, an unborn fetus that will not understand why daddy is not in there life. So she says, “ Baby I will sell you my heart with only one cost in return. That is to live your life with so much joy and no regret always remember mommy will always love you”. She takes a deep breath and awakes from her daydream while staring into the mirror. She hears her baby crying she walks up to her child pick the baby up and says, “ Its ok baby mommy here. I promise to not leave you, I will be here always and forever because I give you my heart and no one else will take that away”.

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